People use social media for their jobs, celebrities use it for advertising, to display  news, not just news broadcasters can capture the news now anyone can via their phone or camera. A lot of outside people are on scene before the news broadcasters can get there.

Youtube is the second most popular website other then google, people use Youtube for everything, to search how to do something, watch music videos, latest new ect. Social Media has effected our lives so much and i’m not sure if people could go without it any more.

When you are born you are that cute new born that no body really knows the sex of unless you dress the baby up in pinks or blues. In this picture here you can’t tell whether I am a girl or a boy. I look gender neutral.

This is I age 2; when you are this age its all your parents dressing you. I look like a happy little girl that loves to be a girl, but at this age you don’t really know how you are feeling.

This is I at the age of 6 or 7 and as you can see here I don’t have long hair and I don’t really look like a girl. I would again be gender neutral. Even at this young age I never liked being a girl. I wore boy’s clothes and just looked like a boy.

As I got older people started telling me you’re a girl you should start acting like one, so I did. In grade 7 I started to look more like a girl and by grade 8 I did look like a girl. No body had mistaken me for a boy and everyone that wanted me to look like a girl got their wish.

So from grade 8 to grade 12 I looked like a girl, I was pleasing everyone but myself. I look happy but I’m really not, it’s like there was something missing. I hated myself and what I looked like. I held everything in to make others happy.

This is I, age 18, I look happy but on the inside is screaming “Let me out” at this time I had realized what I wanted I wanted to cut my hair off and make myself happy instead of others. Graduation was going to be the last time I ever wear a dress.

Prom was a few days later and I wore a tux with my hair as an up do because I hadn’t cut my hair off yet. Yes I got funny looks but I was doing what made me happy, I was also binding at this point.

A few days after my prom I cut all of my hair off and started to really look like a boy.  I do get weird looks from people because they think I’m a guy and then they hear my voice.

I don’t shave my legs so that in the summer time it allows me to pass as a guy better.

When it comes down to it, every little thing counts. If you smell manly people will think you are a man.

When you are on hormones you are going to want to work out to balance the the emotions you are having. If you don’t do something to balance them out then you will probably become a very angry person.

This is me today, I have a girlfriend, i’m happy, and most of the time I pass. I am pre opp and pre T but I will get there. I am doing this for me and hoping my friends and family will be there to support me, but if I lose a friend or two along the way thats okay because I don’t need anyone that is going to be negative and doesn’t agree with what I am doing.

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The podcast itself is normally an hour to an hour and a half long. He interviews Comedians and Celebrities such as Michael Cera, Weird Al, Chris Rock, ect. I find he makes his guest feel comfortable being there. He has many different sponsors, music by different people, when he is switching his topics I find he plays a little bit of music. His podcasts are uncensored he and his guests swear quite a bit.

Over all I think WTF with Marc Maron is actually a very good podcasts. He makes them interesting and exciting to listen to. They are funny and you actually learn stuff about the people he interviews.

What’s it about:

Trans guy tips, lifestyle, the latest things, what makes you look more like a guy, trans guys come in and talk, will take emails and talk about in the next show.

When: Once a week.

Where: It will be based in a house.

Who: Myself, co-host (another transman), and guests (other trans men will attend and listen to it)

Episode 1: Who, What, Where, When, and Why?

Talking about who Transmen are, what they do, where they live, when they figured they were trans and why they are doing this. Transgendered people live everywhere, they struggle a lot because of how some people are, some people try to hurt them and go as far as killing them because people think its wrong.

Episode 2: Chaz Bono

Talk a little about Chaz, Then later in the show Chaz will join and talk about his life and about being a Transman. Chaz Bono is probably the most well known FTM around; he is the son of Cher and Sonny Bono. He has went through a crazy amount of stuff with the press and his mom through his transition.

Episode 3: Binders, packers, testosterone.

What Binders and packers are and what testosterone is and is it for you? Binders are used to compress your chest to make it look manlier until you can get the surgery. Packers are fake penis’s that make it look like you have something there, there is also stand to pee devices and we will talk about them too.

Episode 4: Top Surgery and Bottom Surgery

Explaining what they are and where you can get them done. We will research different doctors and tell you the reviews. Top surgery is where doctors reconstruct your chest to make it in to a man’s chest. Bottom surgery is when they change your female parts into male parts.

Episode 5: Q&A

In this episode we will be going through the emails people have sent us and try to as best as we can answer any questions the may have.

I wasn’t really sure what i should do my vlog on but then i decided after a long talk with a friend to do it on myself and my transformation, friends of mine have been telling me for a while now that I should document my transformation.

If I could do my project again I would include one more thing about myself. I would also film it somewhere else, I filmed in my room which was really boring and i didn’t really get to do different shots. I would make it a little more interesting and show what i use to bind and what makes me look more like a boy and what makes me look girly, i would also add before pictures and after. Other then that the vlog is pretty informative and I hope everyone enjoys it.